You can't choose your biological family. However, you can choose the family of your heart. Your friends. And it's not the fault of Christmas that those Jehovas Witnesses scumbags told you it's something bad.
@El_Gato Yes, with YOUR family. Because I'm not able to celebrate it with my own. It was not the first time, that I had to go to a different family. Yes, I did enjoy it, but it was bittersweet, and it always will be.
Your mother is the only family you have left. And honestly, with such family, who needs enemies? Maybe it was bittersweet for you and maybe that will never change. But you enjoyed it nevertheless with us and that's far better than sitting alone at home watching horror movies.
Irrelevant. You should consider spending Christmas with my family and me again. Trust me, it beats sitting alone at home watching horror movies. And I call that pure bitterness and resentment you're intentionally drowning yourself in.