Luka Magnotta Blog posts from 2008
Luka Magnotta :
[2008-08-21 08:37:30 pm]
My name is Luka Magnotta and this is my nightmare.
Well this is a hard story to write for the wounds are still very fresh . Don't
think they will ever be healed ..
I made a big mistake a few years ago, you see..while my father is a very nice
person..he also has a horriable dark side. He is an alcohalic and prescription
drug abusier and pill addict.
For days he would take overdoses of pills and fall asleep in the bathtub, My
stepmother Joanne and I would try and try to help him...but it was no use. He
would fall down stairs drunk and would have to be rushed away in ambulances
constantly...he even broke his rib, and on one occasion he broke his leg and
arm because he was so self medicated he fell into a ditch at 2am and almost
frooze to death...luckily a neighbour of his was able to save him.
He would sleep 23hours out of the day and ended up gaining an enormous amount
of weight. So my stepmother got really tired of being alone. She would always
call me for support on the phone and we would talk all night long...she would
call me for help and advice when she wouldnt know what to do.
So slowly I began comming over to my parants house and spending time with
her...while my father was still asleep on the sofa.
She would offer me drinks and we would sit up all night watching movies like
Basic Instinct and Point of No Return.
One night she didnt want to watch movies with me..she wanted to take things
further...She started to speak about sex and she told me it was very hot in her
place..so she took her top off. Then without warning she kissed me. I
personally was shocked and didnt know what to expect? All I could think of AND
SEE was my father ..laying right there next to us passed out and drunk.
Joanne still wanted to go further so we took eachothers clothing off and began
to kiss and have sex. This kept going on for months. I know what you may be
thinking if your reading this..but im NOT sick...sometimes things just happen
and you cant control them.
Joanne and I would spend our time at the Metro zoo..we even had sex next to the
wolfs chages. Very erotic. We would have sex at her mother place while her mom
was at work. Then Joanne said she wanted to leave my father and marry me! I was
very confused and didnt know what to do. So I tryed to back her off a bit. We
continued to have relations at my parants place for a few more weeks and then I
told her I found someone else. I still feel very bad, and my father doesnt
know. Everytime I look at him I feel guilty and dont know what to say.
He has gotten help and is not an alcohalic anylonger...thank god and him and
Joanne are back with one another.They are happy and we all go on trips to the beach.
Joanne still flirts with me and we see each other naked..but other then
Was I wrong to have sex with her? Even though my father couldnt fullfil her
needs and she was lonely and depressed?
I feel like I was helping everyone and doing my father a favour.
I thinks its best he doesnt know about our affair? Or randevouz as I like
to call it.