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"I'm a supermodel" is the title of the first post by Luka Magnotta apparently published in 2009 on one of his blogs. There are essentially talking about his "extreme beauty" of jealousy of his family and his friends against him, or he was bisexual, but there is no indication the crimes he allegedly committed three years later.
One who will be appointed by the world press' of the cutter Montreal "has frantically online 44 tickets in total, largely decorated with pictures of him, between June 23 and July 1 of that year. This is sometimes endless texts put online a few minutes interval.
The young man, who says he 26 years old at the time, it reveals its egocentricity and exaggerated comments such as some pictures of him, as this shot where he appears shirtless, a leather jacket over his shoulder, and eyes half closed. It is "extremely sexy" and believes that it must be tough for people who admire ugly. He says that sometimes, when it looks in the mirror, he does not believe his eyes so he is beautiful.
The author wrote most of his writing "Luka Magnotta" and said inter alia that the life of a supermodel is not as easy as people think, "that paying attention to his image and appearance is a work difficult "because the notion of beauty is very personal.
It's about beauty at all times. "People hate me because I'm beautiful," he writes, explaining that guys are intimidated because they feel "ugly necessarily to [his] side." He says he tried to get ugly, but without success, because "nothing can hide [its] beauty."
It sometimes seems to get excited when he writes that it's not his fault that he is beautiful, but that "it is the fault of God, because God loves him more than others."
Everyone wants to know me and sleep with me, but they should first know that I am not a whore [...] I am a sexy guy, yes, but I'm not a bitch and I'm tired of those people who do everything to get my attention and my body, "he says.
Magnotta asks its readers to admit they love their intimate and stop being jealous of him. The jealousy of all those around him vis-à-vis its visual beauty and intelligence also seems to haunt him, since he does all the time reference. He even says that people use pictures of him on social networks to make believe they are beautiful, and also that there are hundreds of fake websites that talk about him. In a series of posts on what looks like a disappointment in love, he laments that his friends disappoint and ensures that all his life he can never trust anyone. It also evokes a long history, saying he has had many partners, problems with the law and that [his] name was mentioned in all media. "
Finally, a quote calls particular post, especially since it comes without explanation or justification, "No one will ever understand what I went through in recent years and it's no use my telling you that, and I do not ever tell. You were not in my place, "he wrote. Many subjects are also the subject of a ticket, as his interest in marijuana, his sleepwalking, his inability to contain his erection in communal showers, three manicures he compares to a day of self-mutilation, his passion for clothes and fur his dream of wearing a tiger-skin coat, her reproaches to her boyfriend who will not come out, or his certainty that people who are afraid of gays are repressed homosexual, and his criticism of employers who monitor their employees on social networks outside of work hours.
Magnotta was interested in Scientology
In his blog held in early summer 2009, Luka Rocco Magnotta mentions his interest in Scientology.
"It really bothers me to hear constantly of false rumors that the church controls the minds" wrote on this blog published on estrip.org and discovered by the magazine The Villa
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"I have experienced only positive things by going to the Church and it changed my life for the better, says the man who is suspected of killing her former lover and dismembered in May. I have no one, no family or friends to whom I can trust and the Church is like family every time I go there. "
He says that as a child, he often wished to be adopted by the star of the Church of Scientology, Tom Cruise. Then he writes: "In the past I've done things wrong, but who does not?" And ensures that what he wants in life is "to help others. "
"If I can make someone smile, so I know I've done my job," he adds.
EUUURRCCKKK..ich muss mal K..... ( sorry)
