Du weisst genau, was damit gemeint ist.
OP dürfte an diesem Abend schon von Anfang an in keiner guten Laune gewesen sein:
After London 2012 OlympicsVielleicht standen die Zeichen von Anfang an schlecht, dass dieser Abend kein harmonischer werden würde.
We know that Oscar Pistorius had a shoulder injury that required physiotherapy, injections and athletic kinesio tape on his back.
We also know that Oscar was blowing off training sessions because of that shoulder injury.
We also can also infer that Oscar Pistorius was having trouble with is 200m and could no longer replicate his best time of 21.52… In a Whatsapp message, Reeva wrote to Oscar : "You need to get your ass down to 52s again"
We also know that Oscar was injecting himself with testis compositum which is marketed for muscle recovery, low stamina and in some cases as a testosterone booster.
Oscar also mentioned that he needed to get a surgery on his stumps because the 'flesh pad' had shifted from under his stump to the side… although I do not automatically believe anything Oscar says, it makes sense that after 10 years of intense professional training and competing, his stumps would have somewhat suffered.
This type of surgery would require a period of convalescence, rehab and physiotherapy… with no rigorous training during this time. Plus all surgery carry some risk and Oscar was faced with the possibility of never being able to compete again.
All these factors plus Oscar's age indicate that his career as a professional athlete was basically over… he was grasping at straws, deluding himself that he could still compete against younger and faster athletes that now also used advanced carbon fiber blades.
Oscar said in a interview in 2011 : "I'm very close to my brother, who's an extreme sports junkie, very active like me, very driven. Our parents always said that if we started something we had to commit to it 100 per cent. So if I do a gym session, throwing up afterwards, struggling to get the key in the ignition, that's what I enjoy." Reference
Oscar states he is an 'extreme sports junkie' who commits himself 100% in his endeavors… this is the only lifestyle he knew and thrived upon during the past 10 years : training, diet, competing.
If Oscar's professional athletic career was over it meant giving up the only thing he was passionate about and finding something else to commit himself 100% !
Since he wasn't particularly good at anything else (except perhaps shooting guns), one can imagine the psychological distress Oscar Pistorius must have been enduring since the London 2012 Olympics.
This distress manifested itself in his relationship with Reeva : the public tantrums, the picking, the demeaning, the jealousy, etc...
Möglicherweise drängte er Reeva gerade deswegen noch zu ihm zu kommen, obwohl sie selbst noch mit ihrem Vortrag für den nächsten Tag beschäftigt war.
Sie schrieb ihm ja noch, dass er sich mit seiner Familie umgeben sollte.